FEW MINUTES TO GO

LOCATION : WORKSTATION

SONG : WHENEVER YOU WILL GO

Just in few minutes, the office hour will be resumed again. Haish. Dari hari Isnin, sampai la skrg nih, mata aku asyik layu je. Layu di hujung mekar. Sangat la tak boleh nak buka mata nih. Tak sure la pulak mengapa. Mungkinkah sebab supplement yang aku makan nih. Masih tak pasti. Cakap ngan ko En BLOG, bukannye ko paham pun. Tapi nak buat macam mana, aku cakap gak la ngan ko.

Otak melayan lagu yg sedang bermain kat corong telinga aku ni. Agak jiwang gak. Hehehe. The original WYWG. Layanz....

Oh MATA, tolonglah buka. Oh MENGANTUK, pergi lah dari diriku. LEMAH, aku lemah dengan godaan mu. RAPUH, aku makin luluh. PERGILAH, tinggal kan aku sendiri....

# esok nak kena panjat tangki....

LOVE, ZAID . . .

RESTING

LOCATION : WORKSTATION

SONG : I'LL STAND BY YOU

Hehehe, dpt gak aku berbual ngan ko blog. Sebenarnya, aku tersangatlah lapang sekarang ni. Serius!!! Tak main-main. Kerja memang takde. Rasa happy. As KUNK said "We deserve this...". Terdiam aku sekejap. Tak sangka benda macam tu akan keluar dari mulut KUNK. Tapi aku setuju je lah. 

Hari ni dah selasa. Dah dua hari aku berlakon buat kerja. Susah amat. Macam mana orang boleh berlakon buat-buat ada kerja. Tak leh nak imagine. So far, buat je kerja-kerja planning untuk upcoming cycle. And prepare some advance work for next week.

Appraisal pun dah settle. Alhamdulillah. Sekarang ni aku sorang-sorang je kat opis nih. Lampu sebelah depan dah terpadam. Bukan terpadam sendiri. Tapi ada orang padamkan tadi kot. Hehehe. Scary? No lah. Sikit-sikit je. Hahahaha.

Sekarang sibuk dok design condo punya interior. Ntah bila jadi nanti macam mana la agaknya. Hopefully cool la. Dah mintak penasihat peribadi aku punya pendapat. Sape lagi, SN la. Tiba-tiba, dia yg terlebih excited. Kelakar bila aku tunjukkan dia perabot-perabot yg aku gi usha hari tu. SN cakap "You got a very high taste..". Mungkin sbb tu tak kawin lagik. Ohoi!!!Che Mek Molek....!!!

# dapat tgk LAT, Kampung Boy, Sebuah Muzikal...Love it!!!

LOVE, ZAID . . .

EKSYEN??

LOCATION : WORKSTATION

SONG : BAIK-BAIK SAYANG

Letih la blog. Ngadap ngan manusia yg terasa diri diorg bagus. Nak perli2 org la pulak. Lagi payah si hadek2 nih. Mentang2 la aku layan diorg, sesuka hati je nak merasakan diri diorg cantik. Hahaha. Statement aku mmg tak leh blah. Nak mintak maaf pun mcm tak guna je. Sbb salah aku sikit je. Charming sgt. Tu je salah aku. UWEK!!!Alah ko blog, aku nak puji diri sendiri skt pun tak leh. Pinjaman Allah semata.

Sombong dan bongkak tu kan selendang dan serban Allah. Mcm mana manusia mcm aku ni boleh berani2 sombong dan bongkak. Aku bukan Tuhan. Takde kuasa pun. Terlalu kerdil.

Tapi nama pun manusia. Sentiasa lupa dan merasa diri sendiri agung, hebat dari org lain. Ada org kata aku eksyen. Tiap2 kali, dia nak kena tegur aku. Hatta kat IM chat FB, kat YM, Pingchat, Whatapps, dll. Tak nak pening encik blog, tapi terpening. Aku insan EMO. Hahaha. Okay la, dia DIVA, aku akan kena tegur dulu. Tapi, aku takmo tegur...Guane tu?

# sorry siti nurbahyah - i still know, it was u...

LOVE, ZAID . . .

CUTI = BEST

LOCATION : BEDROOM

SONG :POOR MISGUIDED FOOL

Alo tuan blog,

Apa bikin pagi2? Takde la pagi sangat, dah jam 8.30. Sempat gua melayan kartun kat NTV7. Best amat sbb smlm cuti. Dok rumah, tak diganggu oleh phone calls. Dah pesan kat budak2 KL, yg aku cuti. Jgn nak kacau. Hahaha.

Dapat gak akhirnya copy gambar2 dari Cik Sayra. Nice ha. Dapat tgk gambar2 yg mengembalikan memory. Lalalala. Poyo lak gua rasa. Paling mahal gambar aksi2 kat pool mcm majalah Mangga. Lama dowh tak tgk majalah tu (ye ke? leh caya ke?). Hahaha.

Ramai pulak yg bertanya hari tu : "EMO LAGI KE?"

Ramai yg concern rupanya. Terasa diri di sayangi. Grrr...Tapi yg paling penting, nasihat dari seseorg. Aha. Malu ah nak citer (*muka dah merah nih...hitam2 pun bole nampak merah ke?). Yelah, tak salahkan sape2, diri sendiri yg fragile. 

Oh, aku lepak2 rumah abg kat senawang time cuti. Main ngan Anis. Yeah, Anis loves Her Uncle so much. Siap manja2 lagi ye ngan Che Eid. Lalala. Tdo kat atas Che Eid lagik.manja btol dia. Nak tackle Danial Zafran lak pasni. Si botak Bulat itu. Hmmm. Sempat la melayan HKLBR ngan family abg aku. Gelak tak hengat punya. And satu yg aku noticed : Anak2 abg aku ni have a very good memory. Diorg leh ingat dialog tu dengan mudah. Patutla, kalu nak hafiz al-Quran, dari kecik kena train. Ni dah berkarat cam aku, susah sket le....

Apa2 pun, minggu depan, gi bawak diri lagik. So long...

Ada yg bertanya, kenapa bawak diri. Aku menjawab, kalu tak bawak, mcmne nak gi jalan2...Hehehe

# gambar ke 6 tu.....


LOVE, ZAID . . . 

OH, SAYA JATUH CINTA

LOCATION : BEDROOM
SONG : IF YOU DON'T KNOW ME BY NOW

Ohoi Blog,

Aku tersangat la suke hari nih. Berjaya kerja dgn rajinnya. Dapat coklat dari kak siti zuraidah lagik. 3 pieces. Nyam2. Sgt lazat. Then lepas lunch (walaupun aku tak makan), dapat another good news. Love it!!! Tapi tak nak bg tau ko blog, ape berita baik tu. Hati makin berbunga2.

Telah mencabar SN utk try comment kat sini tanpa aku tau yg tu dia. Hehehe. Agak2 nya, ape la yg dia akan buat utk make sure aku tak tahu tu dia yg comment. Aku akan tunggu dan lihat. Lalalala.

Cuba nego ngan En Bosses utk transfer aku ke KL. Boss pun pening pale ngan aku.

• Tapi GM said, "kalu ko nak transfer to KL, Asril nak amik ko." 
• Berbunga jap hati. Terus gi jumpa En SM, "Boss, saya nak transfer KL la, bole?" (muka sedih mintak simpati).
• En SM cakap, " Ko ni nak gi kerteh or nak balik KL? Tapi kalu tak dapat replacement, ko tak leh pindah tau..."
• Dalam hati *okay gak tak pindah. Tapi dok sini, kijo agak la terlebih2 sudah. Mau botak rambut...

Ape2 je lah boss.

Tiba2 jatuh cinta pulak. Ohoi, mudahnye jatuh cinta. Hahaha. Aku mmg dah lama aimed, tapi takde pitih nak grab one. Tapi, mungkinkah aku akan dapat memiliki satu?

 Oh OAKLEY, aku baru je jatuh cinta ngan mu....

# kawan2 dok tanya, emo lagi ke?


LOVE, ZAID . . .

LOOKING FOR PARADISE

LOCATION : BEDROOM
SONG : LOOKING FOR PARADISE

Dude blog,

Susahnya bila org tak boleh nak terima keadaan aku seadanya. Bukan la aku kesah sgt, tapi kesah sikit je. Tapi kalu aku nak puaskan hati semua org, tak dapek la. Aku ni bukan Tuhan. Aku rasa benda2 ni yg bg seri dalam hidup. Yang akan tambah kematangan diri sendiri.

Tiba2 mood aku berubah lepas satu hari happy. Happy sendiri2 je. Syok sendiri. Aku ni dah la dekat 2 bulan tak merasa weekend. Rest pun tak cukup. Itu ini. Kadang2 aku sakit hati gak benda2 mcm ni jadi. Mmg skrg aku rasa nak carut!!! Tapi kalu aku carut, semua benda akan ok ke? Sama je aku rasa. So tak guna nak carut pun.

Atau aku yg sensitif? Salahkan diri sendiri je lah. Sbb bodoh dan bengap. Tak reti nak managed emosi sendiri. Ko rasa mcm ne En Blog? Ah, cakap ngan ko, bukan ko leh cakap ngan aku balik. Baik ngadu ngan Allah. Mungkin kena uji sbb alpa ngan dunia fana.

Aku tak penah judged org. Ok aku tipu. Penah la sesekali. Ye lah, betul la tu, Allah nak menguji. Aku terima. Tapi aku kenalah strong. Lembik je emosi ni. Makin senang di lauk2an. Ah, bisikan syaitan suro aku carut terngiang2 kat telinga. Syuhhh....

Kesimpulannya, betulkan la diri sendiri. Ape2 yg jadi dlm hidup, try reflect balik kat diri sendiri. Jgn salahkan org lain. Aku benci ngan diri sendiri yg lemah emosi.

# Cukuplah Allah bagiku....


LOVE, ZAID . . .

RASA NAK CUTI

LOCATION : BEDROOM
SONG : NONE

Mr Blog,

Aku rasa nak amik cuti. Sehari pun dah ok rasanya. Weekend yg lepas2, aku tak dpt nak feel it. Ada je program mcm2. Nak try mintak cuti jumaat nih. Mintak2 la di approve.

Hati masih lagi berbunga2. Ye en blog, sedang berbunga2. Hahaha. Lantak la ko nak cakap ape ngan aku blog. Janji aku happy. Makanya, segala zat2 positive dari hati yg sedang berbunga2, ke dlm activities harian. Super nice.

Tapi minggu ni agak free. Sbb 2 critical event dah lepas. 1 - RTBC , 2 - MC Meeting. DONE!!!

Now, waktu relax2 and buat persiapan sikit2.

Oh ye blog, petang semlm, tiba2 ada org tanya pada aku, "Ko dah nak kawin ke?". Aku pun pelik, bakpo jadi gitu pulok? Hahaha....

Siap memetik "Ko kata nak tunggu aku.." Obviously yg tanya ni gugurl (x tau la pulak kalu lelaki sibuk nak tanya benda2 mcm nih). Never come accross lagik.

Well, terasa seperti artis pulak. Org sibuk2 wat gossips. Bukan slalu, tapi really makes my day lah...

SN tanya "How did you know, it is me, yg comment kat blog you?"

And I said "It was so you, SN..."

# bunga-bunga cinta....mekar di hati ok...


LOVE, ZAID . . .

AKU TAK JIWANG

LOCATION : BEDROOM
SONG : DROWNING

En blog,

Tiba2 tgh2 malam ni aku terlayan lagu best. Best la kot. Petang tadi GM masuk opis pas RTBC. Gila kentang. Sib baik aku tak balik rumah terus. Hehehe. Lucky me.

The best part is, dapat kerja baru dari VP Farid. Stress kejap. Dlm 2 seconds. Pastu, layankan aje. Tak tahu la camne nak melayan sang VP nih. Bila la transfer aku nak approved nih. Tak sabar nak keluar dari sini. Cuma skrg, kena dapat 2nd, 3rd & 4th opinion. Kang ingat lagi dari mulut rimau, masuk mulut buaya (aku belasah je pepatah nih, rasa cam salah).

Terlepas main futsal pulak tu. Aku ngantok bangat. Tertdo. Dah la astro kena block. Nak kena nih astro nih. Aku byr la bill. Haish.

Tiba2 rasa ngantok lak skrg nih. Tadi ok saja. Skrg dah tak ok. Ingat nak masuk tido. Mimpi yg indah2. Eh, dah lama tak mimpi. Mana 'S' aku nih, tak nak bg mimpi ke? Hehehehe

# bila di pikior2 kan balik, mkn pun sedap time2 camnih...


LOVE, ZAID . . .

OTAK PENAT

LOCATION : LEVEL 76, PETT1
SONG : N/A

Wahai En Blog,

Hari ni, first time aku drive ke KLCC. Gila kentang!!! Tapi best. Mungkin sbb tak hujan. Kalu hujan, maybe pukul 6 dah nak kena kluar. Super cool.

Smlm dah discussion ngan SGM and GM kat Executive Lounge Traders, sgt best. Tapi aku tak tahu ape yg best. Maybe sebab dapat tgk klcc yg super cantik mlm tadi. Kehkehkehkeh...

Pagi2 dah kena gerak ke KLCC. Ada meeting ngan VP. Boss & CEO lak, mintak tukar2 slides last minutes. Nasib balik la En Blog, aku ni kental & emosi sgt stabil pagi2 nih. Maybe sebab hati sedang berbunga. Full Stop. Berjaya gak siapkan semuanya sebelum meeting 9.30 pagi. Saiko otak....

Ni sebenarnya aku tgh tunggu kat sofa keras, tepi meeting room. SGM, GM & CEO dah ke dalam. Ada informer bg tau "VP mood baik hari nih..."

Lapor perut pulak. Hahaha. Makan nasi lemak yg hari tu mcm best. Slurp...

Gambar takde motif

# mlm ni ada futsal dop?


LOVE, ZAID . . . 

DOUBLE A AND DOUBLE F

LOCATION : LIVING HALL, RMH ABG
SONG : STOP & STARE

Blog,

Sangatlah teruja. Bukan sebab nak kena jumpa big bosses pas dinner mlm ni. Tapi sbb last week, teams aku dapat 1st & 2nd place utk Amazing Drive 2011. Never know right. Rezki. Biasalah, bila ada event2 or masuk race mcm nih, sgt lah menguji kesabaran dan jugak persahabatan. Silap jalan tu perkara biasa. Emosi terganggu tu biasa. Tapi yg luar biasa, kami tetap juara!!!

Bukan berlagak, sekadar aku nak share kegembiraan aku ngan ko je. Hehehe (Ketawa Jahat).

Malam dinner yg sgt happening. Dgn teammates yg ikut dinner theme. Wild Wild West!!!Semua turun dengan gaya cowboy and cowgirl (ada ke?). Tahniah utk Mail, dari team Almost Famous, yg won best man mlm tu...tak sia2 idea bintang sheriff.

* Alamak, aku baru lepas bersin kat depan laptop....


Bila kita betul2 nak uji persahabatan, time2 mcm ni adalah terbaik.

Bila ditanya: Ko kenal ke Si A?

Apa jawapan yg kita akan dapat?

Kalau nak betul2 kenal, kenalah bermusafir bersama. Baru tahu, luar dalam....tu kata org2 alim...

Tahniah to ALMOST FAMOUS & ALMOST FABULOUS

# friendship, last forever....aiseh


LOVE, ZAID . . . 

NOT AN ORDINARY WEEKEND

LOCATION : LIVING HALL, RMH ABANG

SONG : NONE

Alop blog,

Hari ni, takde buat ape2. Sampai lupa yg sorg sahabat buat house warming. Sorry En Daus & Pn Nurin. Amatlah tak teringat. Sampai dah gerak nak gi rmh abg, baru la teringat. 

Aku nak bg tau ko, wahai blog. Weekend kali ni bukan lah weekend yg biar. Juga bukan luar biasa. Tapi aku yg akan bertindak luar biasa. Esok, kenduri kawin mbr aku. Suazli. Nak tak nak, aku nak kena balik kampung gak. Dah pikir2 dan siap suroh kakak aku belikan tiket bas utk balik dari kg ke KL esok. Tapi nampka gaya, aku kena drive balik sendiri.

Mana tidak nya, esok, SGM nak jumpa kat KL lepas dinner. What a life? Kadang2, jeles tgk bangla2 yg bole rest sabtu ahad tanpa gangguan. Kononnya, company nak implement worksmart...tapi, disebabkan org2 atasan yg tak reti nak worksmart, aku lak yg kena workhard.

Yep, aku sedang komplen kat ko blog. So sorry.I wish to have a better working life. Mintak2 la transfer aku cepat siket. Dah sgt nyampah kerja ngan org2 yg otak cetek. Pergh!!!

Emo???Terpaksa la saudara blog. Aku sgt tensi. Semua sbb nak jilat boss2 besar. Bukan aku, tapi boss2 aku. Nak tukar itu ini. Part aku, 3 slides je. Part department lain, dekat 30 slides. Tapi kenapa aku ygkena prepare all the slides? Aku mmg nak carut je skrg nih....(emosi makin terganggu).

Aku dah berjaya spoiled kan weekend aku ngan emosi yg cam nih....

# Doa pada Allah, berikan otak pada org2 atasan....

LOVE, ZAID...

HATI BERBUNGA...

LOKASI : BILIK TIDOR
LAGU : CINTAKAN MEMBAWAKU KEMBALI

Hai blog....

Lama tak meluahkan perasaan kat you. Very sorry. Life is not as easy as I think it should be. But, ok lah, janji, kita happy right?

Just nak bg tau you, yg hati tiba2 berbunga...wewittt!!!!

Ntahlah, tiba2 rasa mcm "I am in LOVE!!!"...Dang!!! Gila betul....

Tapi perasaan ni membawa kegirangan dalam hidup yg sementara nih. Kinda cool. I should colour my life, beautifully...Ni grammar cam salah je nih. Cikgu Lawyer SN, tlg betulkan. Nasib baik ada editor.

Kadang2kan, perasaan tu datang mcm tu je. Tak perlu diundang (pergh, cam ayat filem). Geli lak aku rasa.

Kenapa berbunga?

1. Login dlm account KWSP - wow!!! Hati gua berbunga...
2. Appraisal - wow!!!Hati gua berbunga lagi...
3. Dapat jumpa.....Wow!!! Ni yg buat gua berbunga tak berenti2 nih....

Well my dear blog,

Aku nak kena gerak balik kg. Kawan sekolah aku, si suazli, nikahnye smlm, tapi kenduri side dia esok. Sebagai seorg kawan rapat, aku nak jugak balik. Walaupun En Boss mungkin akan call dan suro aku datang kerja ahad...Ada aku kesah? HEHEHE...

# terasa cam nak nyanyi lagu  misha omar - bunga2 cinta...(eh mana minah tu hilang?)

LOVE, ZAID

LOVE SAYS IT ALL

LOCATION : BEDROOM

SONG : AKAN KU JUMPA

Hi blog,

A colleague called her daughter yesterday. During lunch hour. I was next to her. Obviously, I can hear all.

Mom : Angah, tido ke?

Mom : Angah, mak amik angah petang ye...

Mom : Mak ada kerja la sayang...

Mom : Mak tak sempat nak pegi amik angah...

Mom : Angah dok ngan cikgu dulu ye, petang karang mak amik angah...

Mom : Ok angah, Assalamualaikum....

I just hold to myself tightly.

My tears almost drop.

I know, I can't feel that love anymore.

She is gone forever. 

I always miss her...a lot, a lot and a lot...

Blog, if the child know how much their parent loves them, they will always want it more and more....

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH....

# salah satu perkara yg kita lihat akan mendapat pahala ialah wajah kedua org tua kita....i got my love photo in my wallet...


LOVE, YOUR SON, ZAID

SOMETIMES....

LOCATION : TIDY BEDROOM
SONG : BREATHE AGAIN

Hi sweetheart,

It has been a long tiring day for me. Was not sure what to do first. To many in my plate. But, Alhamdulillah, managed to complete all before I get 5 days rest from the office. Kinda cool right? Yeah, sometimes most of the times, this will be happening to my section darling. Compiling all other department information for the EVP. It took us more than a day to compile and to get the right data in the report. At the end, it has been COMPLETED. 

Blog, 

I supposed to join a appreciation dinner at Muara Sungai Duyong yesterday. Since I left the office at 6.30pm, I don't think it was a good idea to drive there. I may not reach the place by 7.00pm. And, the dinner start at 6.00pm. Took out my iphone, and text Sarah..."Sorry, I can't join. I think it is too late to be there..."

Yes my dear blog, even though I was not able to join the dinner, I done something much better. SWIMMING. OMG, it was extreme super exhausted. My excuse was "don't have time to lunch just now". Yeah right!!!

Sign of getting old and old....

Hey, I text a friend last night. She is in Malacca. Attending training. Well, I was lucky. We haven't met since she was married. Rushed to town and had teh tarik session with her. Nice so call reunion, not reunite...HEHEHE...

# sometimes, someday, somewhere, someone ...

LOVE, ZAID ...

WHERE IS...?

LOCATION : BEDROOOM
SONG : HANYUT

Dear blog,

It just came across my mind.

I used to have a very passionate follower here.

Who loves so much anything I wrote in you.

But, it has been too long I haven't heard anything.

Are you okay?

Regardless anywhere...anytime...

I just need to wish "May Allah's bless is always with you, friend"

WHERE ARE YOU KOALA?

# sometimes, the thought just knocked my mind...


LOVE, ZAID ...

ENERGY RECEIVED...

LOCATION : BEDROOM
SONG : TAK HILANG CINTA DI DUNIA

Hi blog,

I am trying to enjoy with my current condition. Even tho it is not so enjoyable. But, I just trying it out. Seriously, it is not working. I think, it just turned worst. Many reports need to be out this week. I haven't started my year end appraisal yet. The due is on 11th March. Do I need to worksmart? No I don't. But NIAS, please worksmart. Otherwise, the initiative by PP(M)SB is just a bullshit. Great Great Great bullshit.

Last night, I played futsal. As usual, we just had 9 members turned up. Others? Maybe they too busy with their own appraisal. Not my bro Anam. I know he is very busy. With the kids, especially the one with Chicken pox. I pray to Allah, he will get well very soon. Amin.

Blog, it was just fun when you don't have to think about your work. Yes!!!The secret is futsal. Event tho I have only scored 6 goals, but I made Kunk injured. I am very sorry. Since I am very good on challenging the ball from opponent...he has injured his knee. Lucky it just a minor injury. Otherwise, he needs to postpone his wedding...GAGAGAGA!!!

Oh darling blog, got a great news. After days of work hard (compiling and selecting the right data to include in the EVP report), the RTBC is postponed. Yes, POSTPONE!!!Yippie!!! Just for a while. At least, we can spend sometimes to look on the correct data. Decided gym after the office hour. But, takde nafsu...Just did some simple weight lifting. A very simple one. And done.

Hopefully, my transfer will be approved. The faster, better....Can't wait to move from this company. Need a fresh air. But, I am very sure, I will be missing all my good friends here. SN, Ongeh, Sam, Mail, Kimah, Mukh, Nick, Fesal, Zimin, Faiz, Shidan, Abe, Aim, Saira... tears, just stop there...HAHAHA...

# bought a ticket to ..... belasah je le...

LOVE, ZAID ...

A DAY IN LIFE

LOCATION: BEDROOM

SONG : PUSARA DI LEBUH RAYA

Dear blog,

I had a fun time yesterday. Since the ipad 2 is already announced to be available in the market (obviously in US first), I have already fall in love with it. Maybe, I will grab one. Maybe...

My dear blog,

Pampered myself with a foot massage yesterday. Should I call it pamper? Haha. Kinda. Since came back from Kayak expedition, I really need it. Alhamdulillah, managed to get one yesterday. Kinda hard time when the massauer start massage my feet. Almost screamed!!!Damn, his hand was so good. Managed to entertain myself with a movie too. THE MECHANIC. Gosh, this movie is too violent to watch. Full of actions and shootings, here and there. Sakit pale tgk. Bought 1901 hotdog before went in the cinema. I think the meat smaller than before. I guess so. No, it is actually. Haish...!!!

Received a text from Hazimin. Asking me out for karaoke session. So sorry, to tire for the next agenda. Hit back home after movie. Miss my bed so so much. I can't even open my eyes. Sleeping Beast as SN said. Hahahaha....

# stop blaming others on anything happen. Just stop for a while, and think wisely. Who is actually making the mess here? You or others!!!!

LOVE, ZAID...

CIMBCLICKS or CELCOM...

LOCATION : MESSY BEDROOM
SONG : SECRET

Hi blog,

It is not a good day for me. Woke up early, and:

• my phone has been barred
• celcom broadband is not working good - very slow
• cimbclicks is not working - I can't pay my telephone bill
• i am late for breakfast date with KOMA member
• go message in FB - this is the most head ache 

I just chilled out myself. Watched American Idol 10. And maybe Hindi on this afternoon. Waiting for a friend to call me. We going to meet up. Coming to Malacca this weekend. Cool!!!

Oh blog,

Sometimes, other people are too good be my friend. They are more matured than me myself. They are more concerned about a thing so call "friendship". They are just more everything than me. I am not sure about other people. But, I really hope those who called themselves a friend of mine, please do accept me as I am. So sorry if I am not as what you expected.

Blog, 

I am not good at all. I knew it already. I am also not hoping that I will get any good people around me. But, I do have many of them. Hell yeah!!!I lots of them. I think, if a person who really understand me, is only SN. Not anyone out there could understand me better than SN. Thanks SN for being there. 

I don't know what to say anymore. I just lost my mood la dear blog. 

# you need to be ready at all time when you have a very high expectation...

LOVE, ZAID...

NICE, NOT SO NICE....

LOCATION : BEDROOM
SONG : BERIBU SESALAN

Morning blog,

What a wonderful Saturday morning. As you know, I am still sleepy. But, I have a breakfast date with Zahir this morning. Zahir, KOMA member. He just completed his training here, in Malacca. Nice right?

Oh my blog, how should I satisfied every single homo-sapiens in Malaysia, at least? I can't right? It is okay. But, my sweetheart, other homo-sapiens (except me) couldn't understand this. Or maybe, they couldn't accept the reality. Do I care? If Siti Nurbahyah is here, she will know what to say "Like you do care...?". HAHAHAHA...

But, sometimes, all these small things give you unnecessary head ache laa....

My dear blog, do you understand what is my point? I hope so. Okay, like this, a simple one.

I dropped a comment in a friend FB's wall. But then, I really really really (3 times) hope that the friend should react on my comment. At least "like" the comment or comment back on it....But, the friend do nothing...then I kinda pissed the friend off.

For me, if I dropped a comment in anywhere, no harm at all when the owner don't response to it.

Oh, my darling blog, I wish, I wish, I wish, others also like me. But, the world won't be this beautiful if its happened. Try to be nice in such away, but actually, annoying. Too bad right.

# a friend bought me a book that I was looking for....so sweet!!!

LOVE, ZAID...

ADDITIONAL FIGURE

LOCATION : WORKSTATION

SONG: PERFECT NIGHTMARE

Hi Blog, 

I feel so good now. Love to write to you. Feel so much love here. Celebrated 2 close friends' birthday on Tuesday night. It has been a long time. Haven't had this kind opportunity. To hang out with my "elite" friends. 

To Ismail & Kimah, happy super bash birthday okay. Well, another figure just been added to your current age. Hehehe. I am waiting for your invitation guys. Need to taste the Nasi Minyak.

Never thought that we will have this moment. Sooner or later, every single of us, will have our own responsibility. Oh, my time will come soon. I wish, our friendship and bonding will last forever. 

Highlights:

• Saira did sing THE ONE...miss it so much
• Mukh have a nice voice ... cool la En Mukh
• As prepared the cute nice chocolate. Special for the birthday girl and boy
• And for me personally, Adami was the highlight. His husky voice, almost (or should I say already) killed all the girls that night. Sorry, he is just married. CONGRATULATION abe...

It is time for me to go home. Very sleepy right now. What had happened to me actually?....

# two months down the road, my turn....

LOVE, ZAID...

PANGKOR EXPERIENCE

LOCATION : WORKSTATION

SONG : GRENADE

Dear Blog,

Guess what? I did completed my expedition. 4 days 3 nights. From Malacca to Lumut to Pangkor Island. Of course it was a tiring experience. Plus, I had to be in KL on Monday since I have Pre Board meeting. And on Tuesday, the most important day in my career, the Board meeting. Alhamdulillah, both, I can call success. Since the board approved my proposal, I had released some of my work burden. Enough with the board meeting. 

My dear blog, actually, I just want to tell you, that Kayak Expedition from TLDM Lumut to Teluk Nipah, Pangkor Island, was a great, great experience for me. Despite I have not do kayak for years, the skill still with me. I just love it. Took us only 2 and half hours to reach Pangkor. A friend said, "dekat mcm tu pun lambat ke nak sampai?". And I said "We were not racing, no need to rush. And furthermore, we were in a team...". Hate that in life, I have to meet with this kinda of human.

Not to forget my darling blog, there were plenty of activities we did there:

• cycling around Pangkor - kinda cool since all the local looked us like "artist" LOL...
• scuba diving testing - well, it was kinda excitement for those who haven't tried it, especially in a large group, with the navy...
• kayaking - of course, the kayak is still there, we can use it anytime we want it.
• fishing - even though I not a fan, but, the Kaki Pancing seems loved it so much. But xde hasil la yg dibawa pulang..
• bbq and karaoke on the final night there. Damn, the navy were super than cool.

And I have my own record there. I just loved it....

# when you still have it, have it with all your heart...

LOVE, ZAID...